Come back home...

I m feeling numb,

I am feeling weak...

I have lost my words..

And i couldn't speak...

I am like lost in dreams...

I am drowning in our eyes....

Don't know what i will find....

I am  terrified...

Pretending now that I don't care...

The tension climbs across the air...

Yeah i am scared....

I'm drowning in your eyes

I'm terrified....

Something of mine is lost...

I am searching it but....

I have lost my pulse, my beat...

I have lost my Words.... 

And i can't  speak....

It's not feeling real...

I am waiting....

Waiting every moment....

Counting on my breaths,

With swollen and floody eyes...

I am waiting....

The night is hazy and dark...

I have lost my shiny spark...

I am afraid of  my fears...

I am afraid of my tears... 

I wish I could have taste them... 

But i have lost them...

Come back home....

It's not  hard to sleep....

Bcz i ahve lost my sleep.. i am afraid of night...

Come hold me tight...

I am shivering with cold...

Faces grew dreadful behold....

My world is faded...

My life is jadad....

Plzzz come home...

I m feeling numb,

I am feeling weak...

I have lost my words..

And i couldn't speak...

Come back home... Ok

Streching our lives apart .....

May be to come more closer... Or get broken forever ...

I gave u all what I can..

I want you to focus on Annu 24*7 and that's why I don't want to trouble u in any way....

Unnecessary expenses...

Demands....

We are not Ambani's .

We must think ...

We must remember who we are. .

May be we can sit and talk some day ..

But I think those days are gone now ..

We don't discuss anymore . We just argue .. we just fight . Or u start crying like I am forcing u to .   

 I know we have big dreams...

But I thought about Anaya.. her education, her college, her life ... I feel that I have not planned for it .

We have to plan big . And plan in a meticulous way . More judicious ways ..